Chiaroscuro is a poetry chapbook. It was published in August 2010.
At once delicate with essential sparse images, these poems
bisect landscapes of lush vegetation with anatomies of unnamed muses. Think
Lorine Niedecker’s lake in diffuse sunlight, or Wallace Stevens’ desk under a
lamp’s spotlight; each itinerant poem offers details sulpted with light and
shadow. Shivani Sivagurunathan gives us the contents of a poetic mulch
composted in rich layering.
Wildlife on Coal Island is a collection of eleven short stories. It was published in August 2011.
Both "The Bat Whisperer" and "Catching Iguanas" are from
her short story collection, Wildlife on Coal Island.
All set on a fictional island located in present day
Malaysia. Characters tell their own stories but occasionally appear in the
stories of others.
Coal
Island is a place of secrets, gossip and murder. Peopled with characters that
simultaneously laugh at life and are broken by it, it is a Petri dish for
experiments with the darkness that sometimes enters ordinary days and the
surprising clarity that comes after suffering.
The story titled "Catching Iguanas" can be found from this website.
Here I will post another story titled "The Bat Whisperer" by Shivani Sivagurunathan.
I own the best stocked supermarket on Coal Island. It
belonged to my father who handed it down to me when he died. He was an angry
man because he had no sons and was stuck with a single daughter. But, in his own
way, I think he loved me. He used to scold my mother often. "Ramona, you
good for nothing woman! Only a woman like you can't bear boys!" he'd say
and she'd stay silent while looking at her toes. No wonder she died years
before he did. Who wants to be reminded that they're worthless by their own
husband? It was my mother who inspired me to remain a spinster. What if I had
inherited her cold womb? Boys never liked me, anyway. They used to sing,
"Fatty, Fatty, Fatihah, looking for food, pig smells good." At the
age of ten I weighed fifty kilograms. Now, I'm sixty years old and touching
ninety. My fat keeps me warm and calm. What I look like doesn't matter anymore
since I'm a supermarket matriarch and am entering old age. Not once have I
regretted taking on the shop. It's the most revealing place on the island.
A large woman with soft, moist, safe eyes behind a
supermarket counter is the best target for sad, lonely or guilty people out to
buy a tin of tuna and a bottle of Coke. At times, from my corner in the shop, I
can detect those who have come in for practical purposes and those who place a
packet of Maggi Mee on the counter and want to tell me about how they had
poisoned the neighbour's cat or fought with their husband. I just have to say,
"How are you?" and they begin. I listen but give no advice. I don't
want that kind of responsibility. But somehow, that's enough for them. My
presence is all they need. I learnt my lesson when Roseleana Khamis came in one
day, supposedly for a box of Fab washing powder. After paying, she lingered by
the counter for a while before saying, "Fatihah, I don't know what to do,
lah. I can't stand working at the Club anymore. The people there…Ya Allah! I
think I should leave. What you think?" I had heard many things about the Coal
Island Club and I pitied her so I said, "Then leave, lah. Nobody stopping
you what." She quit her job and I hear the family can't even afford to pay
the electricity bill because she decided to go back to school. They live by
candlelight. If I had said, "Keep the job. Think of your family," at
least little Rahman wouldn't be wearing pyjamas to social functions. But it's
not always easy to say nothing. It really depends on what story's being told.
For instance, when Mrs. Teng comes in I know that what she has to say is not
about her and so it's fine for me to comment. She only talks about others and
I'm not sure whether she speaks the truth. I will admit, though, that she's a
talented gossip and I'm always a bit excited when she drops by. Sometimes, of course,
what she says can be upsetting but even more than that is how she does it. When
she told me about Chan Hui Yong's bastard pregnancy with a dirty smile on her
face, I wondered how someone could be so happy about a lovely girl's bad luck.
But Mrs. Teng has been a source of some of the most intriguing pieces of news.
Not long ago she claimed that Tan Pong Pong had announced three remarkable
things. Firstly, that he was gay. Secondly, that he was Hindu. Thirdly, that he
was a bat whisperer. "A what?" I asked Mrs. Teng who was laughing
like a tickled child. "This man," she said, "always so weird.
That one we know. But who knew how weird, lah, Fatihah? You know, he's been
sitting in that temple for months with poor old Devaki Menon. People were
saying they were making love in front of the gods. I think so he got fed up.
Then he told Meenachi Muthu he liked men and was a Hindu so she should stop
telling lies about him and Devaki Menon and stop asking him why he was going to
the temple. Then suddenly he said that if anyone got bat problem to call him.
He said that he found a way to talk to bats so if people got a bat in their
roof or whatever, he can go ask them to leave. This kind of talent people call
whispering. My daughter said, like the movie 'The Horse Whisperer.'" At
first I thought, people will do anything for a few extra ringgit. But Mrs. Teng
said that Pong Pong wasn't asking for money in return for his work. I found
myself wishing for bats inside my roof.
The shop was quiet for a few days. Only one or two minor
incidents happened like Vani Muthu referring to Mrs. Mano as a bitch but
refusing to say why and Pak Cik Khamis slipping a tin of corn into a torn
plastic bag. When the tin fell out, I pretended not to notice but
unfortunately, just at that moment, Mrs. Teng walked in and reported Pak Cik
Khamis to me. I simply said, "I told Pak Cik to take it, lah." I
still felt guilty for his daughter's return to school at the age of forty. Mrs.
Teng had not much more news to broadcast or any updates on the bat whisperer.
Whenever the island has no gossip to offer, you have to be careful if you
happen to see Mrs. Teng. The woman has a way of asking questions to get the
answers she needs so that her gossip tank will be refilled. In the days before
the bat whisperer was heard of again, she came into my shop every morning. She
would smile sweetly, scan the row of biscuits and chocolates, glide her hand
across the wrappers, pick up a packet as though she really needed more Julie's
Sandwich Cream Wafers and stand in front of my counter, still smiling, waiting
to spill her curiosity all over me. "So Fatihah," she said recently,
"not bored, ah? Everyday also sit here and wait for customers. You should
get a hobby. Collect stamps or something, lah. Actually, if you get a pet is
better. Now I think of it ah, you also alone at home. Wah, how you do it?"
I had never doubted that living and working alone was my fate. I didn't want a
pet cat to change that. Besides, I had seen how lonely people became so
attached to their kept animals that they would slowly forget to love human
beings. "No lah, Mrs. Teng," I replied, "I'm quite happy where I
am. But thanks for asking." The smile grew an inch shorter. "I
see," she quickly said. "How come you never marry, ah?" It
didn't take much for Mrs. Teng to rip the layers of social politeness that we
take pains to maintain. For her, they were just pieces of unimportant
decoration. I knew the game she was playing and so I answered, carefully,
"I never wanted to get married. That's three ringgit and twenty cents for
the cream wafers." By that point, the smile had vanished altogether and
she handed the money over with a cold hand. I thought I wouldn't see her until
another round of Coal Island headlines needed to be told but she came back the
next morning with the usual smile on her face and the same fingering of the
biscuit and chocolate section. "Eh, Fatihah," she said as she handed
me a packet of Kandos chocolate for kids, "you're one sneaky woman! You
never tell me you had a boyfriend long time ago! Ya, I bumped into Mrs.
Kumaran. She about your age what. Said she remember the time when you were
hopping and skipping with one young Malay man. What happen to him, ah?"
So, I thought, she went digging. I hoped that Pong Pong would fly in, flap his
wings and say that he had turned into a bat. I was in no mood to start talking
about my youth and even if I was, Mrs. Teng was not the person I wanted to say
anything to. "Oh, that was my cousin," I said and made an excuse to
visit the storeroom. There was no need to lie, of course. I had been in love
once. His name was Faiz and he broke off our engagement before leaving the
island and jumping off the Penang Bridge. But that was forty-two years ago and
it belonged to a different life. I had no pain left for an early heartbreak and
a lover's suicide. Still, I did not want to discuss my spinsterhood with a
woman who absorbed sensation even when she was asleep.
Thankfully, the first case of bats inside a roof arrived the
next day. Mrs. Kumaran claimed that she had been awoken by screeches and loud
scratching noises as if somebody was making a drawing with their fingernails on
her ceiling. Pong Pong was immediately notified. A few people gathered at Mrs.
Kumaran's house that afternoon, including myself because I couldn't bear the
thought of not seeing the only known instance of human-animal communication on
the island. The bat whisperer entered the premises dressed in a black cape and
Japanese slippers. People started laughing, saying, "Looks like we got our
own Batman on Coal Island." But Pong Pong was serious. He didn't smile or
greet anybody and looked at the ceiling as though he could see what was going
on inside it. Then he brought out a fluorescent orange whistle (I think he got
it from the Beach Shop) and blew it. Phreeeeet. He lifted his arms like a hawk
about to catch a rat and brought them down again. Phreeeeet. He chanted,
"Olaoh. Olaoh. Olaoh." Phreeeeet. He closed his eyes and when he
opened them he said, "They say they no want leave. They like it here. They
have house and they feel warm." Mrs. Kumaran jumped off her seat.
"Listen to me," she shouted, 'you tell them that the house is mine!
My husband didn't build it for bloody bats! Ask them to go to someone else's
roof to feel warm and cosy! Cuddle up and shit and mate and do whatever it is
they do inside another roof!" The bat whisperer nodded. "OK, Mrs.
Kumaran," he said, "I go tell them." Phreeeeet. Olaoh. Olaoh.
Olaoh. Phreeeeet. He closed and opened his eyes. "They ask if you got
recommend another place. They no want make mistake again like last time,"
he said. The house went silent. People wondered if Mrs. Kumaran would be
heartless enough to move a family of bats into someone's home. She looked
around the room and smiled. "Well," she said calmly, "I'm happy
that they're willing to compromise. I think I know just the place they'll like.
Tell them they'll have a nice five star hotel." She paused and we waited.
"OK, Mrs. Kumaran," said the bat whisperer, "they ready."
She called Pong Pong to her and revealed the new location in a whisper that
none of us could hear. Phreeeeet. Olaoh. Olaoh. Olaoh. Phreeeeet. "They
say," Pong Pong announced, "they go look see tonight." We
demanded to know which house had been selected for the bats but both Mrs.
Kumaran and the bat whisperer refused to tell us. We would have to find out
ourselves.
I returned to the shop, amazed that Pong Pong could talk to
bats and I wanted to know whether he could communicate with other animals too
but before I could conduct my research, Mrs. Teng came in, puffing on her
asthma pump. "What miracle, hah, Fatihah? You think so Pong Pong lying or
he for real?" she said, wheezing and coughing in between her
words."Looks real to me," I said. "The way he chanted and all
that. We'll see, lah. If Pong Pong is called to a house tonight then we
know."
Bats have lived on the island probably since it was created.
They flap about at twilight, often flying as low as swallows, and hang from
trees but sometimes they choose to live in houses. In the past, there had been
a couple of cases of bats inside roofs and the pest control people were called.
The bats were killed and it wasn't pleasant to have their spirits haunting
homes. At least now we had a person who could talk to them and deal with the
situation kindly.
"So, Fatihah," Mrs. Teng continued, "to
change the subject. You really know how to hide thing, ah. Hai. Hai. Hai. Why
want to keep secret like this, lah? That boy wasn't your cousin, isn't it?
Before everybody came to Mrs. Kumaran's house, I went early to see her. She say
he was engaged to you. Then he break your heart and go kill himself. Wah!
Fatihah, so sorry all this had to happen. You still think about it?" I
couldn't believe she had not let my life go. The phone rang at that moment and
even though it was just the bread delivery man arranging for an earlier time to
bring his load in the next day, I kept him on the line for a full twenty
minutes, going through with him the quantity and type of every bread and bun
that I stocked in my shop. Mrs. Teng lost her patience and attention,
especially when she spotted Pong Pong outside fluttering his cape with his
hands, like a bat in flight. She ran after him. I admired her energy and
dedication in making sure that the island's stories were never neglected and,
most of all, that they were kept alive through spreading. I didn't have much to
hide. She did already know about my only relationship with a boy who, when we
were together, said he liked my fat. It took me years to accept that Faiz had
decided to stop living and I was touched that the final lines of his suicide
note read: "Fatihah, I'm sorry we never got to have a family. I'm doing
this not because I want to make you unhappy but because I know I never
can." It's morbid, I know, but I was glad to be remembered during his last
moments on earth. After my broken engagement and Faiz's suicide, life became
quiet. I worked for Abah in the shop. Ibu passed away a few years later and I
was sad for a year but I was getting good at recovering what was habitual and
carried on, with Abah, in making the shop the best on the island. Slowly,
without my realization, the days became years and I was a petless, spouseless
middle-aged woman who was skilled at business and lived above her shop where
she went only to sleep. I remember thinking, on a rare day when I dreamed about
the past and tried to glue it to the present, that I probably had the quietest
life anybody could have. Nothing ever happened to me. The chaos was in the
shop, in the conversations and confessions of other people. I was proud that I
had no conflicts.
The morning after the bat whispering, a small crowd arrived
at Mrs. Kumaran's house. I locked up the shop and joined them. I wanted to know
if the bats had moved and if there was going to be a fight. I imagined the new
bat host saying to Mrs. Kumaran, "You sick bitch! How dare you?" The
bats, it turned out, had left but no one was accusing Mrs. Kumaran. "Eh,
eh," people said, "then where they go? Must ask Pong Pong." The
bat whisperer was summoned. He came with a cryptic face and only said,
"Bat give me message they going where they is needed." No one was
satisfied with his answer and we demanded an exact location. He said he didn't
know. The crowd dispersed unhappily but a new respect had formed for Pong Pong.
"So he really got special gift," people said, "even though he
gay."
For days no one knew where the bats had gone. Soon, everyone
started talking about other things such as Mrs. Mano's latest vision in which
the Virgin Mary had appeared to tell her about the Our Lady cake which, if
baked with a pure heart, could cure all illnesses. My shop swarmed with people
who came in to buy flour, eggs, butter, milk, cinnamon, raisins and chickpeas.
"Chickpeas?" I asked. "Ya," replied one customer,
"that one is the secret ingredient. This cake going to go cure
cancer." I let them believe what they wanted to. After all, I was taking
in quite a bit of money and people needed faith. While the island was busy
making their godly goodies, I heard it. It was a dull, quiet scratching noise
coming from the roof. I went upstairs and listened. So, the bats had chosen me.
It's hard for me to identify the feeling I had when I realized that living
above me, like little hovering guardians, was a group of winged animals that
were breathing at the same time that I was when I was asleep. The years I had
spent disbelieving in pets suddenly became void. There was life in my home even
when I wasn't there.
I didn't tell anyone that the bats had moved into my roof.
If they knew, Pong Pong would be called and I wouldn't have them anymore. For
the first time, in twenty years, I sat on my bed, not to sleep, but to exist in
my apartment. I looked up to the ceiling and said softly, "Welcome. You
know, you're the only ones I've allowed in here. I think we can be friends.
Finally, something new has come." They scratched the roof in reply.
I started closing the shop early to sit upstairs and talk to
them. I wanted to tell them everything but I realized that I had very few
tales. So I repeated the early stories of when Faiz and I were together, how he
broke my heart and killed himself. But after a while, even the bats were
getting bored of my voice. They stopped scratching the roof and I feared that I
was losing them. When they became completely silent, I panicked. Then something
clear came into my head. I said to myself, "You gone mad or what? You
think the bats care? How did you end up being alone and talking to bats about
nothing? You call this a life?"
Pong Pong came the next day and my roof returned to being
empty. Mrs. Teng was the first one to ask me. "Oh, Fatihah," she
said, "hiding again, ah? How come you never tell us about it?"
"Because," I replied, "there's nothing to tell."
For once, she was silent.
Rani Moorthy
Drama titled"Shades of Brown" is a one-woman play which is written and performed by Rani
Moorthy.
Rani
Moorthy is an artistic performer and writer from Manchester but originates from
a Tamil and Malaysian background.
Her play Shades of Brown explores the fascination of wanting
to turn brown skin to white.
The play uses three characters to express the effects that different
skin colour has on each person and exposes how this is not just an issue of
black and white racism but also it has underlying issues such as self-hatred,
rejection and identity loss. All three characters together bring a humorous
side to the serious issues raised in this powerful storyline.
Curry Tales
Writer and performer Rani Moorthy just happens to be a
fantastic cook, and she doesn't like to keep her talent to herself - in this
show she employs her culinary skills live on stage, and from vengeful
Trinidadian duck curry to life-saving Malaysian Laksa, shares with the audience
what she cooks. Behind every curry lies a story, and in every cook there lies a
character. Introduced by the tastefully flamboyant proprietor of the Hindustani
Coffee House Mrs Dimple Melwani (part Ab Fab Edina and part Hello! celebrity),
five intriguing cooks share intimate stories, each focusing on their own
special sauce. Curry Tales combines razor-sharp observation with acute
characterisation in a heady mix of flavours to please the most discerning
palate.
Rani Manicka
Rani Manicka's first novel " Rice Mother"
infused with her own Sri
Lankan family history is a vivid imaginative story about the frailties of human
nature and the consequences of war. It won a Commonwealth Writers Prize in
2003.
Summary
At the age of fourteen, Lakshmi
leaves behind her childhood among the mango trees of Ceylon for married life
across the ocean in Malaysia, and soon finds herself struggling to raise a
family in a country that is, by turns, unyielding and amazing, brutal and
beautiful. Giving birth to a child every year until she is nineteen, Lakshmi
becomes a formidable matriarch, determined to secure a better life for her
daughters and sons. From the Japanese occupation during World War II to the
torture of watching some of her children succumb to life’s most terrible
temptations, she rises to face every new challenge with almost mythic strength.
Dreamy and lyrical, told in the alternating voices of the men and women of this
amazing family, The Rice Mother gorgeously evokes a world where small pleasures
offset unimaginable horrors, where ghosts and gods walk hand in hand. It marks
the triumphant debut of a writer whose wisdom and soaring prose will touch
readers, especially women, the world over.
"Touching Earth" was her second novel and it was published in 2005. It is a dark and compelling tale of love, betrayal and addiction. Touching Earth is the story of beautiful and mysterious Balinese twins
who visit Britain and are caught up in drug-use and prostitution. Their
story is interspersed with that of a stunning, cold mistress with a
secret, a stick-thin perma-tanned first wife, the golden play-boy
restaurateur, the tart with a broken hart, a celebrity hairdresser with a
hygiene obsession and a rather neurotic and cold-hearted artist.
'The Japanese Lover' was released
in 2009, a story set in Malaya during the Japanese occupation, an absorbing
story of unconventional love between captor and captured.
Rani Manicka's latest novel,
BLACK JACK is out NOW. Published December 4th 2013 (first published June 8th
2013) A boy who has spent 14 years locked in his bedroom. A girl without
memories who must be guarded day and night. The unspeakable suffering that
binds them, and a secret dark hierarchy whose deadly game must be played
whatever the consequences.
Yasmin Ahmad
The Talent Times-
A
high school talent competition serves as the backdrop for director Yasmin
Ahmad's final feature film, a gently humorous musical comedy about a group of
young students who attempt to find their footing before stepping out into the
real world. Melur hails from an English\Malaysian family. Her passion is
singing, and talent she sharpens by serenading her family at the breakfast
table. Meanwhile Melur's chauffer, a motorbike-riding, hearing impaired student
named Mahesh, ensures that the young singer reaches her rehearsals in time, and
smitten guitarist Hafiz pines for Melur from afar while tending to his ailing
mother.
Margaret Lim Hui Lian
Payah
PAYAH is Margaret Lim's first
children's book. It was published in 2005 and is about a fearless little Kayan
girl called Payah, with a very soft heart for small helpless creatures. Deep in
the rainforest of Sarawak, Malaysia, Payah rescues a hornbill and a mouse deer,
and takes care of a baby Orang-Utan. It is written for children aged eight to
twelve.
Four Eyes
Payah’s heart is broken. Her
beloved playmates, Sammy, the baby orang-utan, and Kenyi, the hornbill, have
left for the Semenggoh Wildlife Rehabilitation Centre.[3] A diversion occurs
that makes Payah forget her heartache. Ripening fruits from her great aunt’s
well-tended garden mysteriously disappear night after night...Who from the
longhouse dares to steal Uku Nyalo’s fruits? Or, are the spirits teasing Uku
Nyalo? Payah makes a surprising discovery, and takes on a responsibility that
becomes almost too much for her to bear. She befriends a run-away and keeps him
hidden. She also learns the reason behind her great aunt’s constant bad temper.
Precious
Jade and Turnip Head
Payah and her best friend, Usun,
celebrate Chinese New Year with their classmate, Precious Jade, down in
Kampung, China and learn why Precious Jade’s little brother is called Turnip
Head.
Four Eyes, a little orphan Penan
boy, whom Payah had befriended, and is now in the care of Payah’s great aunt,
Uku Nyalo, is Turnip Head’s best friend.
As one of Uku Nyalo’s hens
disappears, Payah senses trouble brewing. While everyone seems to develop a
laissez-faire attitude towards the disappearance of Uku Nyalo’s best chicken
layer, Uku Nyalo herself sets out to investigate, leaving no stone unturned.
Meanwhile Payah has learnt that
Four Eyes and Turnip Head are behind the disappearance of Uku Nyalo’s chicken
layer. Out of fear that Four Eyes would be banished from her longhouse she
tries to hinder her great aunt’s investigation.
However even Payah cannot out-fox
Uku Nyalo, whose unerring instinct leads her to Turnip Head as the main
culprit. She demands compensation from Turnip Head’s great-grandmother who is
famous up and down Belaga for her legendary White Leghorns that are capable of
laying up to 300 eggs a year.
But Turnip Head’s
great-grandmother is as wily as they come. She sees her chance in getting rid
of her fattest (and laziest) Leghorn. However she does not come unscathed out
of this confrontation, nor do Four Eyes or Turnip Head.
Nonah, or
The Ghost of Gunung Mulu
Nonah, from the tiny fishing
village of Santubong on the west coast of Sarawak, joins her parents where they
are teaching in a school deep in the rainforest.
Nonah is not only homesick for
her coastal homeland, she is also a very shy girl. But she soon loses her
shyness once she is befriended by Payah and her friends, Usun and Precious
Jade, for whom shyness is an alien word.
They write a story winning them a
trip to Sarawak’s loveliest of National Parks – Gunung Mulu.
The journey to Gunung Mulu
National Park involves crossing rapids and, for the girls, exciting plane
rides. In Gunung Mulu National Park they uncover a plot to steal very rare
orchids.
Jump,
Bilun Jump
Jump Bilun Jump! is a theatre play written by Margaret
Lim. Spider-bird, charged with a message to invite Bilun to a birthday party,
is distracted by sights of his favourite foods, spiders and flowers full of
nectar, while on the way. He arrives with his message, allowing Bilun little
time to get to the party on time.
Bilun is naturally annoyed with Spider-bird, whose
wounded feelings have to be soothed first before Bilun can begin his dangerous
journey to Long Lama where his brother mouse deer is holding the birthday
party. Then Bilun has to convince the King of the upriver crocodiles to line up
his crocodile subjects all the way down to Long Lama, so that Bilun can count
them. If there are more upriver crocodiles than estuarine crocodiles, the King
of the upriver crocodiles will be the undisputed king of all crocodiles.
While Bilun is fixed on getting down to Long Lama before
the sun goes down, King Croc is fixed on having Bilun as his supper before
sunset. Bilun has to be on his toes if he has to outwit King Croc who seems to
be smarter than Bilun thinks he is.